Describing Slipping Away
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Describing Slipping Away |
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oeus — God of Intellect (5/14/18)It was Roger's and my wedding anniversary today. He was thought about often; as usual. That day, I spoke with my neighbor Doyle at the houseboat. We were talking about technologies and how they are destroying families. I talked to him a bit about www or the Worldwide Web and the mathematical meaning 666 in Hebrew. During the night Coeus commented on it. (D) I hear the words, “Eagles fly in the dawn.” I thought this was from a song, but I can't remember which one, nor could not find it in any online lyrics. Perhaps it was Coeus commenting on Doyle's and my conversation, on seeing eagles on the river and lake system; where our houseboats are docked.
(D) I questioned his medical term, but he didn't respond. He had told me once, "If I say it; I mean it." The definition is that it's a destructive lung condition where the air sacs in the lungs are damaged or enlarged; causing breathlessness.
(D) His finger is up in the air! Which is the raising of ones frequencies through ascending mind control devices; randomly. (D) Wow, are people ever in trouble; most are possessed and fascinated by them. Cell phones, computers of all kinds, television, microwaves; anything that has a radio-like signal inhibits the raising of ones frequencies. This is one of the reasons that I was always driven to live in very remote areas; without these waves. I was following my divine purpose; using knowingness. (D) I’m getting a visual of a lot of light flashes.
(D) Someone is trying to run from point A to point B. I think they are trying to show someone “shooting through time; or the lack there of.”
(D) They say that I’m seeing it; but not feeling it. (D) It feels similar to when I “slip away from you." I get pulled away from you in microscopic bits of light; back into my body. It’s not like a flowing sine wave; more of a stretch and pulling sensation that is uncontrollable. (D) Argh, this is going to be a long one. Well, this is how it feels. When I am out of my body, there is NO time; I just exist in total peace. How I look or appear varies; depending on the circumstances, as I can see myself and be myself; at the same time. Sometimes, I look like tiny molecules of light that are shape-shifting into various physical forms. They are not necessary whole beings; but parts. To me, this feels very natural, but it could feel disorienting for many that have not experienced it. The key is to relax and let it happen. When I finish experiencing whatever it might be, or when you feel that we are finished, I break up into a mass of molecules or miniscule balls of light or energy, as that is our true state of being; just like Father. Then I feel a pulling sensation within those energies; back to the physical body; it's like I de-stabilizing of the energies. I have NO control over this happening. I can struggle all I want, but I always return into my physical vessel. I don't like it at all, because I want to stay there with you. This makes me sad talking about it. The problem is, the mental body. Don't think! Total submission to the spirit body is required. The mental body realizes what is happening, and wants you back in the physical body. It's like, "Hey, you're out of your body." Then your emotional body realizes what is happening and initiates "re-entry" into the physical body. All four lower bodies work together in unison; spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical. They attune with one another, and the battle is on. So, I not only feel this re-entry; but I can watch it happening. It looks like a mass of molecules of light that thins out; similar to a comet in reverse; a stream or flow, off into the distance that goes back into my human, physical, organic body. I can actually watch it from my spirit body for a time, and feel it happening. Then I just open my physical eyes, fully aware of what just happened. And, as you know, I usually say, "Crap! I'm back in my body again. Sorry, I don't mean to sound ungrateful; as I am very blessed." (D) Indeed. That the "flag" or body was still there. (D) I fell asleep, when I heard Coeus talking about something else and started to listen. (D) Thanks for the visual. It’s like I’m standing out there all alone on a pedestal or something. Darn, what did you say? I forgot what you said; I was distracted again. Now I’m hearing the song, “Down on Mainstreet" by Bob Seger, but then it intermixes with another song of his called, “Night Moves?” (D) Hi Father! (F) Come and sit here. (D) He tapped his hand next to me on a surface. (D) Darn. I’m losing him! (D) I’m trying to not slip away; however it probably feels that way. Perhaps if I try to drift off to sleep it will help me relax. (D) I keep hearing the song Down on Main street and Night Moves. It’s something about “watching her and getting her courage up.”…”Watching her do her stuff”
Note: I love his dry sense of wit. For those of you that don't "get it," he's referring to me in the USA as the "physical" incarnation, and in the Universe; inter-dimensionally doing The Work. He's so sweet. (D) That was the year I was conceived. He's talking about my incarnation as my CHRISTed Oversoul; Athena. (D) Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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is a stillness occurring from vehicles of every lang; of every dang.